Flexing myself

Parang jologs lang ba hahahha. 

But there are other sides of me that I’d love to flex.

Hmmm tulad ng:

1. Eto number 1 syempre nagagandahan ako sa sarili ko neto 😂 Tikig ang mu bash hahahaha. 

Bitaw in any of my social media account, I never mention about my job, or where I work, or what I do. It’s something I chose to stay in private, although sometimes I post pictures of me with my co workers but that was it. Idunno why, lami lang pod ng mysterious ta gamay diba hahahah di ko gustog isang stalk lang ng isang stranger sa profile ko, malalaman na niya kung taga saan ako, ano trabaho ko, ano pinagkakaabalahan ko daily ganun. I-pm mo nalang ako for more info CHAROT HAHAHAHA😂. 

I’m flexing this now, and maybe just mention this once or rarely, but I currently love my job, and my uniform, and the company I am with and with the people I work with ❤️.  Basta parang kuntento talaga ako kung saan ako ngayon, maybe if I’d resign, it would be because I have to grow and syempre ipursue pa jud nako akong dream na maka abroad or mag CRUISE SHIP 😍 but yeah for now, nahiluna gyud ko, as iiiin, and thankful jud ko ni God for that. 

2. Miss Baclayon 2019. Yep, sa tinood lang I still cannot believe that I was the one crowned with this title. Helloooo I never even saw myself to be joining pageants, pina ngana pako pag 2018 when it was my sister on stage, “Di ko hilig ngana man, ka totyo nako, mao pay bahion raba ko, so para ragyud na ni Jaenine.” Tingnan mo gitulon rapod nuon nako akong giingon lol. My friends and family knew that the very reason I joined this pageant was because I needed to do something that would keep me busy. My job was not enough to keep myself busy. 

So that’s why when the offer of this pageant came to me, tinanggap ko na, kay gusto kong ma busy gyud, nga kanang busy gyud. And it did happened, nabusy gyud ko Hahahahhaha sahay kay kuwang nakog tulog kay mag abot akong duty hours ug rehearsals. But I never complained, bisag 1:00 am nako makauli sa balay kay gikan nag practice ug paso2, nya mata alas. 4:00am kay duty napod kog alas 6:00am. 

Besides that, because of the pageant, I made new friends, i met a lot of people, lumaki bigla ang mundo ko guys Char. This pageant really helped me a lot in my self-healing, acceptance and seeing new things to look forward to. Sooooo when I won, I was soooo shocked, parang bonus na talaga na nidaog ko. Murag late reaction gani ko hahahahha, katong sa stage pag announce kay na shock ko, pero katong pag uli nas balay nya ako nalang usa sa kwarto, didto pako murag na teary eyed like “Hala uy ako gyud? 

Thank you kaayu God, You gave me more than I asked for. You gave me new friends, widened my outlook in life, You helped me boost my self esteem. You also gave me a chance to bring pride to our barangay, to my family, and of course You gave me the crown.” I’m really proud of myself and how I turned out in the present. Yep, to have that rainbow, we have to go through the rain.

3. I love sweat. Lol ang weird ng pagkakasabi Hahahahhahaa, what i mean is ganahan gyud ko magpasingot, maong ganahan kayko mag jogging gyud, ganahan sad ko magdulag basketball. But para nako jogging gyud ang duol sa akong heart (Char). It’s because I don’t just do it as an exercise, or to be healthy, but because when I jog, I jog alone. I don’t really invite anyone to come with me when I jog. 

Gusto kog ako ra usa, nya ako ra magbuot ug asa akong ruta, and how much further would I go taman sa makaya gyud nako. My favorite route is from our House to Albur Church. Ganahan ko na ang destinasyon nako kay simbahan. It can either be Baclayon Church or Albur. Wa pako kasulay going to Tagbilaran City but that’s part of my bucket list. While I jog, ganahan sad ko mag hapit2 hahahaha, mga nindot na view na we don’t usually notice when we’re driving. 

Like ani na picture, it’s not a tourist attraction but it’s a place na daghang mangrove trees so I stopped over and appreciated it. The best part for me when I jog is, murag mao sad ni akong me-time. So while nag jog ko, ang dami ko iniisip mga ganun2 hahahah, nagkakamustahan kami ng sarili ko ngana. Am I okay self, masaya ka ba, may problema ka ba. If I have a problem, then I pray on it when I arrive na sa Church. If I am happy, then i pray and thank God for the blessings, and also i thank God na nakaabot ko safely sa akong destinasyon 🤗.

4. One of my hobbies is playing the guitar/ukulele. I’ve been playing the guitar since 2013, while I just started playing ukulele this year (2020). Si Taylor Swift gyud ang nag inspire nakong magkat-on ug play sa guitar, she’s also the reason why I write songs. Yes, I write songs pero I don’t really share it with anyone. Maihap ra ang mga kanta nga na share nako, 4-5 songs raman ata. The rest are too personal 😛 

But if I’m not writing songs, then I just play and sing then I do covers. Daghan man siguro kabalo ana kay hilig man ko mag upload sa facebook ug cover videos. If there’s a side of me that I love to flex, it’s this musical side. Talent is a gift from God and it deserves to be shared, not hidden. Thank you for this God 💕

5. Ever since nagkaroon ako ng malay sa world, I have always loved the sea, or the beach, and the ocean as a whole. Hingaligoon lang jud kog dagat oy, siguro ug agdahon kog ligo, mu gora najud ko dayun basta lang naa koy ilisan and when I'm not on my period or kung di ko bag-ong rebond HAHAHAHA. 

Mao ng natradisyon na din sa among family na after Christmas, New Year, Birthday, Fiesta, or just random weekends, maligo mig dagat. I think I was born in a family na sea lovers hahaha nice. We don't go to high-end beaches or mga pure white sand beaches jud, among gusto is kanang di sikat bale di daghang tawo, nya daplin2, nya hinlo gud pod then nay cottage or lamesa na katungtungan sa mga ilisan, payts na kaayu. Then importante sa akoa ng naay kahoy para kasab-itan ug duyanan hahahah kay as in hayahay jud kaayu ng magduyan-duyan daplin dagat as iiiiin heaven. Ug walay kahoy edi sa balas magtambay hahaha.

Another thing that draws me to love the sea/ocean is how mysterious it really is. Here we are, enjoying the beach, the sand, the seashore, but that's not the only beauty an ocean can show. There's so many beautiful things pa gyud sa ocean na we might never ever see, kay too deep na, too hidden, and preserved so well by God. The ocean has so many shades of blue, parang tao lang. Ang dami din nating sides, pero not all sides pinapakita natin sa lahat. There are sides na only ourselves and God knows. Kaya nga there are times na I enjoy being mysterious, yung tipong kami ra ni God nakabalo bahin ani, and it's enough. My love for the ocean is also one of the reasons why ganahan ko magtrabaho ug cruise ship, kay para mas duol gyud ko ug dagat, diba.  😍🥰

 6. Who doesn't love traveling? Ako gusto ko yan. Game na game ako jan. I don't mind if how far, how long, and how to reach there, basta importante nananghid kog tarong nila Mama para di ko kasab-an HAHAHAHA. And also, as long as may tamang budget din ako, then why not. But I haven't been around much kay I have a job, I don't always file vacation leaves. 

But if chances come, lakwatsa jud ko. So far, I've only been to Pampanga, Cebu, Manila, Baguio, Iligan City, Siquijor (Larena lang), Plaridel, and hopefully soon sa Hong Kong. Because one of my prizes sa Miss Baclayon is a trip to Hong Kong, although it was cancelled due to covid-19, health and safety first before any leisure. Aside sa outside Bohol, I love to lakwatsa din around Bohol, ma falls, ma buntod, ma man-made attraction, or rides, go din ako jan. Kahit sino pa kasama ko okay lang, basta magka vibes sad mi and magkasanibot mig puli-puli picture ngana HAHAHAHA.

For now, yan lang naisip kong iflex about myself. Maybe as this blog progress soon, then there's more to be told. As life goes, I know I'll be discovering a lot of things about life, about myself, about feelings, about people, and about cultivating more my relationship with God, then I'll be talking about those hereeee in my blog. Ciao!